- princess me -

2006-04-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

tis post is specially for u.
u shld knw who u r. i no need to states names clearly in here.

PLS. since u quit snk already, STOP bothering abt snk stuffs. STOP saying ppl is spoliting ur reputation. u shld have ask urself wad u have done lo. u tell ppl tat u dislike me rite? i ya-ya rite? since u dislike me so much, still act so gd to me for wad? tis prove wad? trying to show rany n others tat u still can co-operate with others thru u can't stand the person. i think u r berli berli wrong lo. tis shows tat u r just a damn act person onli lo. wad u say and wad u do is just fake one onli.

i don't think u dislike me is cos like tat onli lo. cos of andy oso rite? wad fren n in-charge. come one lo. work n play oso got limits de lo. frens frens den no need to do sales ah. y not u go n fren fren with ralph la. c u still need to do sales nt. dumb ass.

reputation? stop wu lie rany lo. u ask urself lo. u happen one small tiny bit of things onli, u need to tell so many ppl. u think ur stuffs wun get spread one is it? come one lo. not everyone mouth is seal tight one lo. PLS. pls somemore, wad rany say is not wrong wad. u actually did forge his signature n add in extra time lo. u r wrong in the 1st place lo. pls. u ownself even ask tat justina they all didn't even knw abt tis. u think rany so free go n spread tis mehs. crazy ass.

if u today u come pass by suntec, no one will care abt u either. u just one sucky person. u can scold us bitches...bastards...or whatever. but i can tell u......U R DA ONE IN DA WRONG. u can ask everyone in snk to c my tis entry. i don't mind at all. cos wad i say is real. everyone will think is ur fault either. if ur character doesn't change, no one can save u either.

and btw, tis is my last entry to tis blog. tis blog is offcially closed. thanks for reading. i don't wad will happen after tis is posted out. i don't care. don't gif a damn. i jsut wan a peace of mind.

2006-03-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

decide to down-grade my fone. haha. wanna get 6111 in pink. haha.
i went to 3 m1 shop today. n it was so dissappointing.
1st...pargoon m1 shop. no 6111 at all. sians.
2nd...j8 nokia shop which provide m1 services. my voucher can't b use there. more sians.
3rd...yishun northpoint. yes. they have 6111. but in black. omg. feeling like killing da man tat told me tat. tupid bf was laughing all da way. ya, he went to all 3 places with me. well, the guy at the yishun m1 shop extend my voucher till 31 of the mth. cos my voucher actually end tis fri. haha. while he call for da stock n put my name under the reservation list.
nowadays so interested in those small small fone. haha.

too bad my mum didn't win 4d today. if nt i can get n70. but i tink it too big. hahaha.

k. gtg. c ya.

ps: congrates to diana.

`bored

2006-03-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

is not as if i don't wanna to blog.....
but seriously...THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO BLOG ABT...hahahaha...

recollection:
- mervin going in simei ite. starting sch on 2nd of may...which is a week after me. sob.
- i got a zara tee. haha.
- i been hardworking enuff to go n work.
- there a lot of things happening at work...which i don't feel like blogging abt...haha..
- i seeing mervin once a week.....woo...so sad...no choice....
- my results will b out on 11 of mar. rem to pray for me....
- i tink i getting fatter from all those supper which i m going for...haha...

wad i m going to do:
- going isetan private sales...woooooo....
- going to c fox summer collection...woo...got invitation..haha..
- study hard for basic theory...
- SAVE MONEY....

hahaha. tis post is pointless. wahahahahahahahahahaha.

`boring holiday

2006-02-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

meet up with lifang da other day. went to book btt, den after tat went to town for a walk. it like been ages since i m there. cos due to the study n work lo. we went to heeren 1st. she bought her BIG pen. haha. den we went to take neo prints. haha. c any machine empty just get in onli lo. haha. long time nv take neo with her le. haha. after neo, we walk to far east. on da way there, pass by lp de snk. haha. there opening ip zone soon. den got renovation n stuffs lo. renovation finish le, they r putting on da display n stuffs. lifang went to talk to them. den kanna pull inside to do dispaly. lucky she clever, faster reject n faster run. wahahahhahaa. if nt i oso kanna sia. hahahaha. den went to tangs. i wanna get shade. actually wanna grey one, but den don't haf da design i like in da pink one. so no choice, got da pink one. haha. walk to far east. den we went into tis shop at level 1 to haf a drink. ate dessert. she haf some grass jelly thing, while i haf almond cream. it really nice. after tis, walk over to missha, she got her foundation. i nv nth to i fancy. haha. frm there we walk to wisma. haha. went into face shop. she buy nail polish. jia lart lehs her, c wat wanna buy wad. haha. den went in cnk. i wanna buy heels. but the heels i wanan no more size. ask her person check other shops oso no more liaos. sob. den forget it. don't buy le. den we walk at wisma. went to mango. wnana get da racerback one. but wear le nt nice. den nv buy. haha. den i saw tis princess-puff sleeve tee. haha. usual was $26 den nw selling for $13. den i just buy lo. $13 stuffs onli. tat bitch ask me use visa pay, she wanna c. crazy lo. den i just pay lo. wahahahaha. den tat tis went coffee club to slack n eat den go hm liaos. hahahahhahaa.

`last day of sem

2006-02-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

as the last exam, dfund2, is finishing, it marks the end of my yr 1 sem 2. yeah~! hahaha.
maths paper on wed, is easy. wwoooo. sure can pass. must thanks john fong for da hint, and praise myself for da hard work. haha. dfund today? don't wish to mention abt. damn hard. i don't knw hw to do section a. onli section b. but some ans nt tally with my fren sia. n a few qns i got no time to finish sia. damn shity lo. count again n again. mayb can get 38 or lower lo. damn shit. don't wanna think abt it le. hahahaha.

but my fate all depend on tis sem result lo. if i pass everything, i will get in electronic business. if i suan, fail one sub, got to stay at telecom. i wanna go in electronic business lo. half engineering stuffs, half business stuffs. i think it is a bettern choice. must thanks sch giving me da chance. just pray hard i pass everything tis sem. ahaha.

everyone was like feeling sad when leaving da sch?? haha. i got no feelings. haha. classmates leaving as grp, for outings. n well, i was alone. i think i m getting stronger as each day pass. n prob ever since mervin leave da school. perhaps u will think tat, there some friends like, elina, jia yan, shermen they all in da school. but den, i can tell u, i seldom c. hardly any. there no one u can really rely on. i can onli rely on myself. i must thanks ppl like zaki, alex, liwei, angelo, fareha, kaiyen, yanling, zhoujion n yulei tat has been thru da 1st yr with me. especially zaki. haha. well, tis is getting a bit emotional. end here. nites.

2006-02-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

one paper is gone. haha. passing rate?? erm. quite low sia. not much of confidence. but well, was talking to alex n zaki all da way hm, was feeling much more better. cos i got MORE CORRECT ANS DEN ALEX. wahahaha. they r the 2 of da better classmates i got. n weeeeeeeee, they both in toa payoh oso. i got company. haha. we tok a lot today sia. frm gals nipple ( ya, there is tis gal which is wearing half cup bra n it shows it nipples. disgusting i knw. but no choice. 'guys' talk. haha.), compare ans, mer's reason of quitting sch n ppl tat we hate in class. wahahahaha. guess onli zaki knw. cos alex went down the bus. booooo~! haha.

well, actually wanna blog abt the person today. got a good starting n stuffs in da morning. but forgotten liaos. haha. i dislike him. but got no choice to mix with him. cos he is mer fren. (mer don't like me to mix with alex zaki they all, bad influence. all those dirty talks. haha.)
reasons for me disliking him:
1) bullshit a lot...
2) he think tat everything tat mer does wrong is my fault. damn him lo. i been scolded by him 100 n 1 times (haha. too kua zhang.) for mer quitting of sch. he last to knw of cos la. mer told him da reason liaos. n all tis is my fault? scold me for letting him quit, scold me for not letting him to knw. all tis consider as reasons ma? he nv even gif me da chance to explain. hais.
3) i took 2 nights to finish the psps project workfile. it been praised n been shown to some classes tat this is a well done work. (ya, same grp as him) den kai yen msg him to tell him tat, n he started showing saying tat is he work n stuffs....argh. eh hello lehs, i spents 2 times typing the whole thing lehs. hais.
the list can go on n on n on.....but i lazy. hahahahaha. just trying to vent some anger and stress in here. hahahahaa.

better get going liaos. got exams tml. is engineering mahts. wish me da best of luck. nites all. haha,.

`v-day plus 8 mths

2006-02-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

meet up with dear at 4pm. but i was late. muahahhaa. always late. surprising he didn't mention of me being late today wor. haha. he even offer to took my bag. so sweet sia him today. i jsut a happy gal today. haha. from cityhall walk till suntec. haha. he is da one tat say he wanna get tat, n he oso da one tat say tis to me.
he say: so poor thing. even when u off, u still come suntec.
i was like diaos -_-!!!!. nth to say. hahahaha. mad-ed sia him. he went in adidas to get me a jacket. haha. berli ex lo. hais. went in mango, he oso buy me stuffs oso. i say don't wan den left. hahaha. we tok abt lots of stupid stuffs till we reach marina square. he say toking abt his lion dance friend, call wad fucker or is it fa ge?? i don't knw. is so funny till i keep laughing. is something related to tat fren de gf de cousin tat is working at marina. once tat person saw mer n me at bugis, den the next lion dance meeting, she tell mer tat n was laughing berli hard while saying. mer think she is mad. cos of the laughter. funny ma. mer say she laugh like fox. hahahaa. bth sia. when reach marina, tot of finding lifang. but den the fat dearie is hungry. hahahahaa. so we went to find some place to eat. hahaha.
all of da sudden, dearie say tis: i feel like eating billy bombers. but sad case here don't have. i find it berli funny lo. cos marina actually got lo. hahahahaa. bought him there n we eat there. haha. the having the 4-course meal. haha. dear have ribs with chicken thign while i haf streak with chicken thing. like a lot hor. ahhahahaha. 3/4 of streak and 1/4 of the chicken thign is given to dear. another 1/4 of the thign is remain un-eaten. wahahhaa. n i must mention. the dessert damn sucks. chocolate cake. so damn disgusting. dear oso hate it. haha. i onli ate like 1/4 of it. hahahaa.
den we went esplande there. so damn lots of ppl lo. hahaa. sit at some other pic which is not real to da river. wahhaha. took lots of pics. hahahaha. stay a while there den went to j8 n took neos. den we head for hm. hahahaha.

pics taken at esplande:

he doesn't look like he in singapore. wahhahaha.

we both like tis pic. hahahahaha.

neoprints:

at home (hahahah):

2006-02-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

well...another boring day indeed. dearie is ssssooooo bz with lion dances, friends are bz with things...one over another. den i went shopping alone. seem so patheic like tat. hahahaha. but overall still ok lo.

meet up with my online buyer for my bag. erm...quite ok lo the bag. like not like the one i saw online. but well, nvm. it still beautiful. ahha. after tat went up to spotlight. got quite a few stuffs. sssshhhhss.. it a secret. ahha. spend an hr there to just look for my stuffs lo. the things there quite ex lo. i onli got a budget of $20 onli. so must look carefully. hha. i end da i spent like $23. $3 extra. but well, i tink it worth it ba. haha. after tat, walk down to basement. think quite sians to go hm so early. cos it like 4.10pm?? haha. saw charles n keith n saw tis beautiful metallic gold heels. haha. $16 onli. tempted. trying n looking. in the end, thinking of rewarding myself with an gift, i bought the heels. omg. it just some lame excuse to me to get stuffs. really must cut down lo. my tis mth less den $200 n i'm spending like water. hais. really must do reflection lo.

exams are coming in like 2 weeks times. quite scare lo. till i keep studying. everyday till 2 plus. thru i feel myself being prepare...but den again i worry tat b4 my exams come, i will b drop dead, as in terms, sick n stuffs. i'm really worry. everyone ard seems to b so easy with exams, i da one tat is worrying onli. hais. sobs.

well, think i'm going off le. to study. ahha. take care all. hahahaha.

`happy lil gal

2006-02-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

dearie mum ask me went over for steamboat today. haa. actually was deciding with dearie to go n see 'i not stupid 2' one. but den it the end can't. nvm. hope can get to c it soon.

went hm after sch end at 1pm. haha. on da way out, saw elina. she scold n beat me sia. cos she still got lesson ma. haha. bth. reach hm, 2 like tat. play com relax. 3 plus like tat dearie call. den i take 153 went over. reach there, quarrel with dearie. damn stupid lo. hack care him, den i go out help his mum prepare da things. today didn't saw da tupid dog. play MIA sia. hahahaa. onli appear during dinner time. fat dog. haha. had steamboat. quite pai seh la. but overall still ok lo. the mother cook quite a lot of me. haha. not forgetting to mention, there a lot of prawns lo. haha. whenever i start peeling the prawn he will start to laugh non-stop lo. lame lehs him. so, 'being kind' <--- tat wad he say, he help me peel all. lame shit lo him. haha. but i having fun n always enjoy in his company. haha.

after eating, help to clean up the things, do a bit of washing. quite pai seh la, if i eat le and nv wash will gif bad impression. haha. wash a bit onli, the mother ask me don't wash all tat le. hahaha. den i went into dear room watch show. dearie was watching ' liu xing sui yue' featuring luo jia liang. i like tat show oso. den lie on his bed n watch. till i fall asleep. too tired liaos. slp like half an hr...suddenly wake up n talk rubbish. hahaha. really lo. can rem it. bth sia. haha. dear ask me slp agian, den when i lie back, fall asleep again. 15 mins later wake up, tok rubbish again. bth me sia. i oso bth myself. tok a lot of rubbish. i tink i overwork liaos. tat y will like tat. haha. i tok rubbish for 3 times lo. dear keep on laughing at me sia. haha. cannot make it la. haha.

left ard 9 like tat. den head home. think he is gonna scold me if he knw i up till so late. hahahaha. better b off now. ahha.

2006-01-24T19:21:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends........

will u all free on the 3rd of the lunar new yr? wanna INVITE u guys for u small gathering. haha.

venue: haven decide yet
time: after 7pm

List of People Invited:
- angela
- diana
- eric
- shixing
- joycelyn
- huiming
- simin
- henry
- lifang

& more.............

tell me u all r able to make it not....hehe...

p/s: simin n henry can't make it. cos they going visiting.
lifang can't make it too. cos she will at gold coast. haha.

`sick + mad-ed

2006-01-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

after 2 days of not finish slp, finally finish my psps project. i proud of myself. i did a gd job. but however, i felt tat my hard work is all gone to a waste. my ppt slides r mainly on main points onli. i expect the oral presentation to gif a better explanation on our product tat we invented. i even wrote out the presentation outline for them. n who knw they just onli read out keywords from slides. -_-!! sad-ed. haha. quite sad lo. if today my throat is okies, n i have no 'stage fright', i wld haf done everything myself. but well, do congrate me of getting in the tan ka kee young inventor award. haven register la. going too. wahahhahaa. but if win, can get $5000 lehs. but must divide among 3 ppl. diao~! haha. but better den nothing.

i feel myself mad-ed today. haha. i actually tok to her u knw? u might wonder which her rite? it da gal tat i hate so much n copy me, u knw? haha. crazy me. wed was in sch using com. i tink she is oso. i saw her online. her nick was like: 'can don't always pick on me? i not ms perfect ok? i feel stress one oso.' i was like wth??!! den i change my msn nick to scold her la. n we eventually change by changing msn nick sia. diao~! -_-!! hhaha. tok to her slight bit in sch. n after sch u knw wad she msg me? her msg: ' hey. i really appreciate tat u make the 1st approach the break the ice between us.' i was like wth??!! crazy rite?? diao~! -_-!! don't knw wad to say abt her........... haha.....

well, i felt this term is more better den last term. haha. i glad i did quite well u knw? mayb cos my class slack le ba. cos i m 1st of those higher graded marks u knw? weird hor. i almost cried when i got back my java test yesterday. haha. i didn't really knw how to do. i just trying my luck. n my progamme didn't work rite u c. but the outline of it is correct n stuffs. i get 4 marks for tat. diaos again. den i get 30 for the progamme source. but the source i anyhow write one. got 34/40. haha. power rite? the tupid lecturer make me happy for nth. cos he writing not berli clear. he wrote 34 like 39 like tat. i happy like siao lo. almost cried. den the guys go count they say 34 onli. den i ask da lecturer. he say 34. diao again lo. haha. happy for nth. but 34 is a nice mark already. haha.

b4 i end da post, i wanna say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC. haha. 19 already. must mature already hor. take care n enjoy ur 19th. last yr to enjoy b4 u reach da digit 2. hahahaha.

~bored~

2006-01-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

was suppose to post this in da afternoon. but den the sch com hang on me. so sad. so now...here i am, typing it all over again. hehe.

14 of jan:
is huiming big 19 birthday. me n lifang share money n buy a music box for her. she held her birthday dinner party at suntec sizzler. but well, i didn't manage to turn up as it was my 7 months with my dearie. hehe. we went to queensway shopping centre as he wanna get some clothes. we took 153 frm tpy to there. took abt 45 mins like tat. well, queensway wasn't fun at all.most of the shops was like just selling men stuffs. n every shop u go in is like almost the same lohs. haha. saw a lot of dearie's fren oso. those lion dance one lo. n oso his sec sch fren. some of his sec sch fren i knw one. cos now oso in same poly ma. den dear say walk walk together with his sec sch fren lo. haha. i anything la. i said b4 i wanna knw more abt dearie de frens. walked a few more rounds den we left for ikea. dear didn't buy anything. cos didn't sell da adidas jacket he wanted n the tee he wans is so ex. 30 bucks for a normal tee. ex to me wor. i bought nth too. but saw a adidas crown tee tat i like so much. but 59 bucks sia. so didn't buy it too. dearie's fren, the whole grp of 4 ppl, buy onli a cap and a adidas shirt. haha. walk over the ikea. dear fren wanna to get a table or sth to put his tv one. we didn't walk the whole of ikea as it was packed cos it a saturday. haha. his fren damn li hai lo. he can carry the table from queensway all da way back to his hse at hougang lo. it so damn heavy can? haha. after tat we went for dinner n we left for home. hehe. it nice to knw more on dearie's fren. hehe. =p.

17 of jan:
have a great day today. hehe. make a class presentation. n i glad i did well. cos i wasn't someone tat is able to tok right in front of the whole class. but i manage to do it yesterday. it a great improvement for me. n the lecturer even commented tat is good. phee~ but well, i still have lil worries on my oral presentation at da end of the sem. pray tat i can do well. haha.
well, after sch rush down to suntec to meet wanqi. haha. it our shopping day today. haha. meet her at congress kopitiam to have our dinner 1st. den we walk over to msq. haha. our company got promotion for us staffs. i will get 40 or 50 percent off when i declare i am a staff. haha. went to e-base 1st. but c c look look, nth nice. den decide to walk over to in-base. in-base is a new outlet at msq. it consider of a few brands, like snk, ip zone, baleno, urban baleno, astro boy, shijinata and oso parad. just step in snk n i saw liling. omg. miss her a lot. she saw me n immediately hug me. haha. we r so passionate. wahahaha. lifang break half way come out find me. she so excited sia. keep telling me wad she buy frm astro boy. tell me onli lo. nv keep for me oso. i buy same over-sized astro boi tee as her. but different design la. haha. bth her sia. she pei me walk walk ard den she go eat again. wanqi berli funny lo. i tok to lifang n liling like for a while onli. she finish looking at whole shop n knw wad to buy liaos. wow~! hahaa. den she pei me c. haha. saw this shirt so damn nice. saw onli, i tink can get for my boi liaos. i believe he sure will like it de. ask for the price. 21 bucks. i tink quite cheap lo. den i just buy. hahahahhaha. den rem i need to help my bro buy jeans. ip zone jeans not suit for my bro. snk one no size. c baleno. i tink quite ok lo. den i just buy lo. haha. 39 bucks. buy lo buy lo. hahahahaa. bth me rite? haha. i saw one more tink. crown de sweater. over sized again. haha. so nice rite. 50% off. 34.50. this time i tink berli more. in da end i buy. hahaa. i spend almost 100 there lo. come hm my parent shock sia. hahaha. bth. but lucky nv kanna scolding. next things to buy is demini skirts n oso shorts. to go with over size outfit. wahahahaha. crazy ger here. hahaha.

2006-01-10T21:12:00.000+08:00

i always tot i m strong,
but actually i'm not...
i always tot i could give up easily,
but actually i cannot...
i always tot i could live without u,
but actually i will die without u...

pic pic n pics~!

2006-01-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

candid shot by diana. at hans. hehe.

cute hor? haha. stupid bf like tis pic a lot.

fat fat de face. wahahahaha.

i like tis pic a lot a lot sia. hehe. missing my boi......

in the library. messy hair. haha.

my permed hair. haha. cover my face don't let u c lehs. bleahs. haha.

2006-01-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

last day of 2005:
meet up with lifang on the last day of 2005. haha. went to chomp chomp to haf supper. haha. i from suntec go cityhall mrt take train. upon reaching the train station, got a shock sia. cos i saw a lot of those india workers there. one grp one grp like tat one lehs. so scary. den when u c the train reach orchand mrt, all of them rush out the train like mad sia. haha. got a lady damn funny sia. she say berli loud sia. she say: "wah lau, u c outside. so many india, like little india like tat." berli funny lohs. but can't laugh, ppl siting beside me onli. haha. me n lifang went chomp chomp eat a lot of things lohs. got string ray, got mussels, got satay and oso got hokkien mee. not forgetting sugarcane juice oso. damn full. we sit n chat, eat n chat till 2am den leave. haha. i saw someone at chomp chomp. so long nv saw her liaos. it my gan sis, eunice. really berli long nv saw her lohs. she turn berli pretty liaos. even got bf oso. haha. envy. hehe.

3 of jan 06:
sch re-open liaos. so sians. my bro oso. haha. but i more happier than him. cos i holiday soon. ahha. end of feb. 2 mths break till april. haha. so happy. must enjoy myself. go sentosa, go malaysia. shop n shop till i drop. haha. but for now studies come 1st. hehe.

4 of jan 06:
went to attend a talk. tp eng side came out with new option. electronics business option. haha. i got selected. onli selected ppl will know abt it. i seems lucky hor? haha. after hearing the talk, really berli interested in it, decided to take it. haha. but onli selected ppl lohs. hope i will get in. pray hard for me kae? haha.

7 of jan 06:
went to wan qi hse warm party after i finish work. me n serene finish work at 6.30pm. went over to msq to find lifang. msq = marina square. msq open new shop call in base. in base refer to different outlets in the shop. got brands like samuel n kevin, ip zone, shinjinata, baleno ladies, new urban baleno. haha. still got a brand haven open. is call astro boy. haha. some kind of like mickey mouse n pink partner shop like tat. haha. me n serene n lifang all get stuffs from ip zone. haha. like da pants tat i buy a lot a lot. haha. some kind like snk de, n is cheaper den snk lohs. haha. after tat went to wan qi hse. her hse damn hard to find lo. at boon keng there. haha. she stay at blk 20. really make us find till 'er si' sia. hahahaha. when reach her hse, damn shock sia. so many ppl. all don't knw de. so me n serene n lifang stick together. haha. eat buffet and talk cock. haha. ard 11 like tat, wee keong, jason n soon yong plus 2 ebase gals came. den after that ice, jiaming, joseph, joanne, yunman all come liaos. tok cock, eat again, play mahjong den i left for hm with lifang. and we meet a damn 'ti go' de taxi driver. don't say i bhb la. but he keep on looking at us lo. n oso, when reach my hse there, he still ask who go down 1st all that lo. er xin sia. den the car oso quite werid one lo. normally taxi got the name n car number written in front de. but he don't haf one lo. the shape of his car oso berli werid lo. so scary sia. den lifang don't dare to sit go hm. i oso think not safe. den we get out at the bus-stop in front of my hse. we wait behind some brushes. the taxi still never go lo. so scary. den we faster walk till my hse downstairs. den suddenly c a lot of men. den got one with hp n ear fones keep looking at us. berli scary. i faster call my bro, but he inside toilet. must wait. den me n lifang berli scare lo. faster run up to my hse lo. den after that my bro n i went pei lifang take another cab home. berli scary lo. after this, i think i must always ask mervin to pei me home. so scary.

2005-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

just got home from meeting lifang. been a long time since we went shopping together. haha. meet her up at toa payoh 1st. den went to find balloon n corene for lunch. haha. after tat went down to bugis. called mervin n found tat he is at bugis oso. went to meet him for a short lunch n he left for home. me n lifang den went to the village to shop. she bought a necklace n a skirt. i bought a bag for angela, a crown necklace n oso a blazer. quite cheap lehs. cos i bargain ma. haha.

meet up with angela at bugis oso. she pass me my gift, i pass her her bag n den she left liaos. haha. me n lifang continue shopping at bugis in search of lace cami. don't have anything tat is really nice one. den we decided is time for dinner. actually decide on one restaurant liaos, but in the end didn't eat there. sth pai seh happen. haha. went missa walk walk a while den decide is time to go to town liaos.

took a train to town. went snk to find justina. pei her smoke smoke a while den me n lifang left to have dinner. had our dinner at wisma de pizza walker. food not bad. but quite ex lehs. haha. by the time we finish our food is like 9.30pm liaos lohs. haha. bored. didn't shop at all. was kinda of bored to go home early. so we went to j8 n chatted at the coffee bean. tok abt quite a lot of stuffs. haha. don't b sad liaos kae? take care ya lifang. hehe.

2005-12-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

1 - dec -05
grandma call da da hse at nites. cousin de wife has just give birth to a baby gal. haha. i just being upgraded. haha. still not too sure wad name. haha.

2 - dec - 05
cerdic birthday. happy 19th birthday to him ya. enjoy.

8 - dec - 05
dearie birthday plus the outcome of my streaming result. happy 19th birthday to dearie. haa. bought him the purfume tat he wanted. he like it. haha. good news to my streaming result oso. haha. got in telecommunications. feeling happy for it. most of my frens is inside it too. ppl like kai yan, my best buds in sch, farhena, melissa, wendy, candy, all inside telecom. haa. happy happy~!

14 - dec - 05
our 6 mths. haha. nth much happens.

19 to 22 - dec - 05
exams weeks. stress. haha. finish psychology project. tat means i'm left with tcs, psps, java n pcb. more ways to success. haha.

19 of dec, gotten a piece of skirt from my fren. damn nice can. it not from local brand. from somewhere aboard. really berli nice.

22 of dec, meet up with diana. went down to town. bought a few stuffs. have a early exchange of pressies with her too. she got me a kitty pouch n crown earrings.

nice nice. haf our dinner eaten at hans. the service really sucks. haha. oh ya, forgetting to mention. could not find the crown adidas jacket i wanted. not exactly could not find. but it out of stocks liaos. sob sob. the SA told us to go out ard feb or march like tat to look out on their new season. sob sob. hais. fated not to own tat jacket ba. haha.

23 - dec - 05
meet up with angela today. was walking ard j8. bought a jacket from ebase. 50% discount ma. haha. was like playing with purfume lohs. n we both like the same one. is call heart angel. n i bought it 1st. it is really nice. i really like lots. bought nails polishes as well too. hehe.

has feelings faded? i don't knw. y must u like neglect me times n times again? told myself to gif u chances n chances all over again. but y can't u prove me wrong? y make me cry n cry n cry all over u? u ask me to gif u chances too. given le. but u r making use of it. so wad if i given u 1001 chances? u r still da same. no change at all. i don't like it like tat u knw...........
hais.......mayb i shld gif up.....

2005-11-26T12:42:00.000+08:00

edit pic of sentosa. hehe.

diana bday.

lifang bday.

day out with diana. hehe.

this is the canvas shoes tat i tok abt in pervious post. hehe.

me n dear. having fun in da library.

something sweet dear done for me. hehe.

n lastly....presenting myself....

2005-11-26T12:23:00.000+08:00

well, suppose to b out with my buds to go sentosa. but well, i just woke up. still feeling sleepy. i really feeling berli tired. arching all over. signs.

it been 3 weeks since sch started. everything seems like not going smoothly. signs. my time table sucks. my classmates sucks. everything just seems so sucky. sometimes really got no mood to go sch, it really so unlike in 1st sem. i starting to hate everyone in da class....... expect for few which i often tok with. signs. hate every single sub expect for psychology. tat my cds for tis term. but sometimes i hate it too. cos the bloody lec start on mon at 6 to 7pm. while my own lessons end at 4 onli. means i need to wait for 2 hrs. n the tutorial sucks too. i need to wait for 5 hrs to get my lessons starts. argh~! spoilt my beautiful wednesday. haha. but well, tat how life goes. m i rite? haha.

somehow felt tat we can work n study at da same time. it really berli tiring. i haven had a gd slp. expect for today. hais. feeling like quiting. but if i does do, where do i get my money? hais. really berli confuse. hais. anyone can tell me how? hais hais.

well....i got nth more to tok about. haha. upload pics n let u all c. hehe. byue.

2005-11-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

i really angry, berli angry. i suppose this blog is just rubbish. just to wanna vent my anger cos TAT DAMN BITCH IN CLASS IS COPYING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st......my pencil!!!! argh~~ she was using a pink colour pencil last sem. when she saw my pencil, tat is in blue, she say is so nice. n who knw...SHE GOT THE SAME ONE AS I DO. damn her. nvm. is ok. pencil onli wad.....

BUT WHO KNOWS....

2nd thing...my white shoes tat i bought for new yr. the shoes tat i love it so much n took a long time find it. n damn her. SHE BOUGHT DA SAME PAIR OF SHOES AS I DO N IN SAME COLOUR. mayb u all will tink she nv notice my shoes n accidently bought da same one. but NO. cos i love tat shoes so much, i keep on keep telling her n another classmate abt my shoe. n she still bought da same as i do. damn her. Y LIKE TAT??

n we even.....
WORE IT TOGETHER TODAY. *feel like slapping her* hais.

there more stuffs lohs....

i not too sure u all knw abt the canvas shoes tat i got. the damn cute one tat my ex bf got it for me. not too sure, i will post up pic soon. the pic on both shoes is different one lohs. it frm a shop at far east. n who knw....SHE BOUGHT TAT SHOES TOO. she knw abt da price of tat shoes n keep claiming tat it expensive n she go n buy it? WTH is all thing damn shit tat she is giving me??

i really hate her lohs. she making me feel like puking when i c her. last sem c me, always join me n da other classmate. den now lehs, c me walk away. i ghost is it? stoping acting tat u r berli big like tat lohs. u r just da class rep of da class. no one in da class actually ever like u lohs........mayb for the expection of steven, which i believe u r an item now. or mayb u wanna guo zhang yuan lohs, which happen to b my ex bf lohs. trying to pon him den copy me rite? FUCK U, I TELL U. I LOOK DOWN ON U.

i c no point in continuing this. i don't knw wad more rubbish i could go on n on. gtg. ciaos.

2005-11-01T13:17:00.000+08:00

gotten my pay already. haa. not a single cent spent yet. surprising rite? cos dear bought da bag i wanna for me. poor him. now broke le. hais. he gotten da adidas bag i wanted. haa. he got himself da same as i do. but in another colour. he he. tis is da 5th item we haf da same one together. hehe. =p. i gotten myself da edc purple colour tee. it really cheap lohs. 20 bucks onli. nice nice. haa. feel like getting more tee. den i wear to sch. i haven spotted anyone tat wear edc stuffs to sch. hehe.

speaking abt sch, my holidays r ending soon. so sad. tis is da last week already. still don't knw who will b in da same class as me. but da one i closest with cfm not same class liaos. cos she fail her sub paper, must repeat module. sad case man. hais. well, my time table still not out yet. tp damn slow can? haa. it will onli b out on da 4 nov which is on friday. haha. will wonder wad cds will i b taking. kinda exciting ah. haa.

wah lau eh. u knw nw my face damn swollen ma. due to da growing of da wisdom tooth. damn pain can? hais. it really pain till i can't even slp lohs. hais. really damn sad case. everyone ask me to go pluck. expect for my mum. she tink i ate too much heaty stuffs den become like tat. well, i tink i shld start saving money n go do da plucking with dear's company. i doubt my mum will help me pay. hais. nvm. support myself. haa.

gtg. ciaos.

2005-10-27T12:59:00.000+08:00

went out with diana yesterday. shld b studying. but we went out. so sry. make u didn't study. but well, we did haf fun. n everything seems like b4, when we r still in secondary sch. those strong friendship tat we ever share. we went to far east 1st, n we cover almost all da shop at far east. ha ha. she bought her bag, when i bought a pink shorts. ha ha. really loving the shorts to bits. ha ha. have our dinner at ramen ten den after went over to wisma. ha ha. went to snk n saw liling n pon pon. haa. chatted a lil while den we left for hello kitty. haa. on our way there, we went in mango to take a look at da tee. but nth fancy our eyes. haha. den we went hello kitty. i wanna da big kitty. haa. but i got no money. haa. after tat we continue our shopping. we went to shops like topshop, fox, zara, forever 21 n oso guess. after went to mos to take a sit n we chatted. tok abt quite a lot of stuffs lohs. abt friends, relationship n stuffs. we took pics too. enjoy myself n hope can go out with her again. hee. =p.

2005-10-26T12:32:00.000+08:00

well. finally catch 'the 40 yr old virgin'. i really funny lohs. catch the show with dearie. have fun. ha ha. after the show, walk ard suntec. we went in fila n saw his fren, wen chong. dearie chatted with him a while n we left for esplande (wrong spelling. =p.). haa. went to da pai tang n eat hokkien mee. it really nice can. but i still tink the one tat lor 8 is nicer, n it worth waiting for 1/2 hr just to eat the hokkien mee. he he. after tat went marina sq walk walk n we left. while walking at da citylink, we went in adidas. haa. wanna get tat bag at adidas. hee. wait till pay come lohs. 2 more days. so damn happy can? although is not berli much after minus off cpf. haha. gonna buy stuffs. woo. shopping. haaa.
gtg. bye bye.

2005-10-14T11:58:00.000+08:00

wow. time filies. today is da 14 of oct. n it oso means tat i have been together with dearie for 4 mths already. long hor? haha. but i wish we could last longer den tat. hee. gonna take neo prints later. tat wad he promise me. haha. den he acc me go buy clothes den get pressies for my pals den haf a nice dinner. mayb shall catch a movie oso? no idea. c the time later lohs. hee. okok. going to get off da com n get ready to go out already. hee.

2005-10-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

well, i can't slp. kinda late liaos le. so came online. i suppose dearie slping. he is tired. i'm tired oso. brain dead. went to his hse eariler on too. fall asleep on his bed. tink i really too tired. yawning rite in front of da com now. but i just can't slp. i'm feeling so hungry now. but at da same time i feel like vomiting too. sth wrong with me huh? haa. i tink the flu or fever bug is knocking on da door soon.

seriously kinda regret re-taking o's. argh~~. seems like i keep making da wrong moves. but well, if i nv get in poly n experience poly life n meet frens like kai yen n oso my dearie, i oso wun knw how poly life is. oh well, i starting my craps again. haa.

oh well, i don't tink i got anything much to say already. just hope dearie pass his maths sub n kai yen pass her ckt n dfund sub papers. i really need da both of them to accompany me da next sem. hee. bye bye.

missing him rite now.

2005-10-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

haven been updating for quite a while le. den now i change my background. hee. atually i like this background a lot lohs, just tat the top part, the photo part not really nice. haha. trying to edit, but i don't dare. scare spoilt. den really not nice liaos. hee.

went out with lifang, diana, henry, ray, zhen yuan, leon the other day. went out to haf dinner at far east. crap n lame a lot. den me lifang n diana took so pics.

the other day, simin n henry come down n find me. haa. crap quite a lot. haa. took a pic with simin oso. hee. miss her sia.

wanna post sth on my bday. thru pass so long. was bz didn't post anything. will b posting sth soon. hee. gtg. bye.

2005-09-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

is working sth tat is burdening to me now? i don't knw. some lil prob happen at work, making me don't feel like working anymore. well, mayb i shld reflect too. i believe i do make mistakes too, making ppl irritated or somehow...ah...whatever.
well, thinking back. if mervin wasn't there to think further and giving guides, i believe i haf already tender liaos. i think somehow my actions too rush liaos, can't face with prob. i do admit, i always run away when prob arises. aha. this is a habit i must change ba. hee.
afterall, really must thanks mervin for guiding by my side. still rem toking on the fone with him one day. he was asking me whethever i knw how to sweep floor a not. without thinking, i replied: buy vaccumm cleaner lohs. he ask another qns. he ask whether i knw how to cook a not. without thinking, i replied: knw ah...maggie mee lohs. hahahahhaa. he piangs lahs, of cos. well, he did mention tat if he marry me in furture, cfm die. cos i don't knw anything. quite sad to hear this ah? but it did not depress me, somehow motivate me ba. was quite bored at hm yesterday. hence i took a broom at sweep my hse. wow, impressive rite? well, don't wanna disappoint him, whether in terms of gf...or wife...or whatever. haha. i really changing. changing to suit him. heee. =p.

2005-09-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

well, been thinking. it really berli amazing how a person can change. he or she cannot toking n having fun with u this moment, n the next moment u c.... he or she is back-stabbing u already. i not those kind of ppl say this kind of stuffs to hurt ppl. it really a real-life experience, n i facing it myself.
i really damn hate this kind of ppl. fuck u man. wad da hell u tink u r? come on lahs, wad da prob with u? just say lohs. no need to hide anything, especially with me lohs. i berli frank de lohs. if u really hate me so damn fucking much, just come right in front of me n say these damn words: I REALLY HATE U LEHS LYNN. u dare to say, i dare not cry n i wun even tok to u again. i really berli angry. pardon for all da bad language in this blog.
well, gtg. tata.

2005-09-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

met up with dar after he finish his work. the 2 of us really don't knw where to go. at first intented to go jurong east, c creative products, but heng zai, dar's buds mine sch mates said it close ard evening. cos i meet with dar tat time is like 4 plus. by the time we reach, mayb close liaos. so decided not to go. dar say wanna watch movie. ask wan to watch wad. he say don't knw. i oso don't knw. cos tat day just watch 'one last chance' ma. really no idea. in the end, dar say just go jurong east n walk lohs. ahha. while in the train, we r still deciding where we wanna go, could not make up our minds. both of ur really tink tat imm got nth to walk. so in da end, we end up at boon lay, jurong point. haha. had our dinner there den walk walk ard lohs. we find it really berli boring. dar berli tired. cos he 2 days slp a total of 6 hrs onli. decided to let him slp more tonight. hence, we left da place n went hm. dar now slping le. hope he will haf enuff rest. hehe. 2 more days to our 3 mths. so happy abt it. hehe.

my thoughts

2005-09-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

well, still wondering who da one tat did this to me. have a rough idea. it either A or B. ask my in charge where is it A, he said no. den i suspect such b B liaos. i berli dissappointed. i somehow felt tat i came to ps is a wrong choice. no one knw how much i suffering till today, bro aka my in charge knw abt it. frm my 1st day in ps i knw i wun haf a gd life here. 1st day here, not a single soul talk to me. they tok among themselves. i try to find ways to communication with them. but somehow failed, cos i can't blend in da grp. they r chiongsters mahs. well, i don't chiong. basically tat it. but doesn't it means tat u all need to left me out like tat? i really haf a hard time here. i feel like quitting. i can't take it anymore. i find tat in a shop, teamworks is impt n this oso means tat communication btw each other must b well too. but i can't communicate with any, how to bring out da team spirit? hais. bro told me tat someone backstab behind my back. well, while he was talking, i cried. told him all my sufferings. he told me to strive on lohs. cos their motive is to make me quit. i don't understand y must like tat, u knw? y like tat? i didn't even do anything. hais. well, listen to wad bro say at da moment 1st ba. anyway, frm tml onwards changing 2nd in charge. wonder wad will happen next. hais. bad day.

shixing bday - 22/7

2005-09-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

these are 2 pics which i took at shixing bday. enjoy. hehe.

tis is all da ger at shixing bbq session.....

tis is da grp pic... a lot of ppl hor.... hehe... =p...

enjoy!

2005-09-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

well, been a long time since i blog. hehe =p. just finish my exams yesterday. yeah. just did my layout of my blog. still prefer sth plain. den change back to this kind lohs. hehe. well, will b doing more updates this few days kae? hhee. take care n c ya guys ard.

2005-07-29T15:32:00.000+08:00

i am angry. really berli berli angry. i don't knw y got tis kind of ppl in my class sia. hais. this classmate of mine, happen to b a male, really make so many angry....till i almost slap him. i really angry till gastic pain sia. hais. he really an ass lohs. i got tis project on the sales stuffs ( i bet u knw tis. haha. mark got tis too~! hahaha. =p). there r 3 parts to it lahs. can choose either sales, research n development or advertising. 4 ppl in a grp. tat idiot happen to sit here den anything lohs, do together. when teacher was like asking which part we wanna do, tat idiot haven even discuss wif us n he say sales. wth~! my intention was doing advertising. den i quarrel wif him lahs. den he say sales more easy lehs, if u don't wan to do, i do den u do da presentation lohs. wtf~! me n my fren berli angry wif him. where can like tat de. he berli act lohs. onli knw how to say. den he nv do anything lohs. everything me n my fren do de lehs, even presentation all da stuffs lohs. den presentation tat day cum, he still insist on i doing the presenting. den i scold him lahs, wth everything i do, u take marks onli is it?. den he bo bian go do presentation. he normally tok to us da topics no link no link de lohs. den presentation oso no link. the one wif lowest marks for presentation is my grp lehs. wth~! i feeling like killing him......... hais~!

2005-07-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

well.......new blog skin ya? but haven update. hehe. now having term break n so i sitting down n doing some blog. getting more n more lazy. haha.

sch started got 2 mths le. getting more n more interested in the course. don't ask me y. although the stuffs i m facing is hard n diffcult, sometimes don't even understand, but i trying to overcome everything. wondering y. tink mayb tat my character ba. so not changing my course, might not ba. hehehe.

i have found da one. hehe. i really like him a lot. he take good care of me oso. hehhe. it been a mth since we r together. well, hope it last ya? hehee. pray for me ya? hehe. =p.
pic of him:

went to energy concert last sat. dear was a fan of energy. den i acc him there lohs. den sth happen. damn dead pai seh sia. haha. was walking down to the seat wif dear, den bu xing, i slip n fall. omg. so pai seh. n i injured my leg. so pain sia~! den no choice walk to the seat. den sit down liaos, i don't dare to look back lohs. i really tink got ppl laugh at me lehs. haha. back to energy concert. haha. their concert is really fantastic. really nice. worth of my $90. hehehe. =p. i enjoy myself throughout. hehe. but it kinda sad. it their last concert. sob sob.

meet up wif buds the next day at marina south. got a scolding from dear dear. cos my leg still injured. it really painful. den in the end, dear pei me go, cos he bu fan xing den wanna take care of me. really thanks him lots n love him lohs. hehe. =p. well, i have an enjoyable night at marina wif buds like diana, angela, henry, leon, ben, zhen yuan n my sis simin is there oso. hehe. took some pics as well. ehhe.

don't like tis pic. cos i look so sucky. but my sis pretty can le. hehe.

my wif da jie angela aka xiao pang <-- given by henry aka xiao hei. hahaa. =p.

gals rules n rock da world. hehe. top is diana n angela. bottom is me n simin. hehe. luv u all~!

my term is going to b over soon. haha. n there is so many tink i haven do yet. omg. haha.
1. i haven cut my hair.
2. i haven dye my hair. cos haven cut cannot dye. ahhaa. =p. dear say de.
3. i haven done my project yet. shit. haha. =p.
things i have done tis break：
1. i brought levis square cut jeans. hahaa. my 140 bucks gone. haha. brought my accident. hehee.
2. i went to ha er bin ice wonderland. hehe. =p. it really fun. hahaha. upload pics the next time. ahhaa.
shit ah...................
things not done haven done. things no need to do i done le. hahaha.
kae lahs. stop my rubbish crappy tink. gtg liaos. bye bye. =p.

2005-06-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blog. haha. well, sch re-open already. kinda bz. seldom got chance to cum online. if been online, might b just checking the tupid tp e-mail. haha. bored.

well, sch start. new classmates. new environment. still adpating to it. haha. got myself a nice bf too. treat me really well n gd. well. gtg liaos. need to study for term test. show u guys my class pic. hehe. bye bye~!

2005-05-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

2005-05-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

went out wif angela yuli huiming shixing joyce diana ray junzhao hong chuan henry zhenyuan n eric to bishan ktv party world. don't knw if i really enjoy myself but i knw i wasn't really happy. mayb shld not haf gone there. i knw u still piss off by all the stuffs i typing next. but who cares? i wanna voice out wad is hiding inside me. n tis is my blog. n tat y u c no tag board. haha. =p.
well, u could haf sing so nice urself, wif tat so 'unique' kind of voice tat i could not stand. since u wanna sing, i just let u sing lohs. haf ur concert or sth lahs. den y still insist of having someone to pei u sing? i really don't understand tat lohs. just sing on ur own lahs. it not as if ivan is there rite? stupid.
somehow i really don't understand. is ur fren onli those grp of ppl like henry ah, hc ah, ray ah, zhao ah, diana ah onli ah? ppl ask u to call her when u reach j8 to eat together. u can just like tat jolly well forget abt it n have ur own meals. what is it? tis really piss me off lohs. wth. u go think abt it. wad if u r in her shoes, wad do u tink? whatever lahs. i wanna say no more.

2005-05-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

i really believe cinema is earning more n more of my money. hahaa. imagine watching a mid night show will cost me like $9.50? omg. hhaa. i wonder how many mid nights i have watch le? hahhaa. recently watch divergance wif rk. wonder is it tat spelling. somehow felt it wrong. hack lahs. haha. oso watch hse of wax. hse of wax damn er xin liaos. all the blood, killings n stuffs. haha. my bro berli interested sia. ask me bring him watch. but too bad he still under 16. too bad boy. haha. =p.

it really sucks up ur day when u think tat sch is like starting soon. haha. kinda bored huh? haha. was like looking thru my time table. mon start at 9 n end at 5 which is same as thurs. tues will start at 12 n end up 4. wed start at 8 n end at 1. fri shiok lahs. haha. start at 10 n end at 1. wow. kinda slack rite? aha. but den think back. when i got lessons like 9 in da morn. i need to wake up like 7 in the morn. it the distance tat still matters. haha. how i wish my sch is just at nyp. hahaha. keep dreamin ba. hahhaa.

well, did i mention i quitted snk liaos? hahaa. but rejoin back again le. haha. as part timers tis time. well, denise msg me n ask me whether i m interested. so i just joined back lohs. hahaa. it not easy to find a job tat offer u $6.50 outside rite? n doing sth tat i m familier wif. does it sound familier george? hahaha. so i just took up the offer. hhaa. it gd mahs. got extra money to spend on my shopping spee oso. hahaa. no need to rely on my mum. if i do, my mum will go like: ayo ah, u got so many things liaos still buy tis n buy tat. so waste money. i wun b able to take tat man. hahhaa.

well.........think i end here liaos. i really got a lot of stuffs to b said. but some stuffs r meant to b kept in heart. do take care guys. bye~!

2005-05-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

i was bored. haha. tupid george say tat i always online but i nv update my blog. so now i update lohs. see wad he still got to say. muahahhaa.

today is 8 of may, which is oso mothers' day. ahhaa. brought a diamond necklace for my mama. share wif my bro. she seems to like it. tat gd. ahhaa. working today too. saw a lot of families today. saw so many cute cute de xiao hai zi. hahaa. really loves xiao hai zi lohs, especially those cute cute de. hahaa. oso saw those families, father n mother bring child out de. so xin fu de gan jue. hahaa. i oso wan to get married n haf children. ahhaa. but cannot lahs. too young liaos. hahaha.

on my way home after work today, saw someone special lehs. hahaa. my chu lian. was walking wif my fren den saw a familier face. den rem him. haha. actually wanna avoid de. but he saw me. he even say hi to me man. hahaha. kinda surprise lohs. he was wif his family, i tink. so i just say hi n walk away lohs. kinda of pai seh. got so long nv saw him le, n mei xiang dao he still ren de me lohs. hahaha. nth to say man.

well, i going to end my work at snk soon. hahaa. i going to go back to sch soon. seriously wondering how poly lifes will b. starting to get nervous too. feeling was just like b4 i enter pri n sec sch like tat. hope i will b able to get use to it. n not forgetting to mention tat the journey was damn freaking 'near'. muhahahaaa.

oh ya, did i mention tat i change my contact lens? haha. use to b wearing those clear ones. but now i change it. haha. i change to brown de. hahaa. getting more n more vain~! hahaha. as usual, tat the same old lynn man. hahahaa.

not forgetting to add. I WATCH 2 MOVIES TIS WEEK. omg. my money is gone. cos movie is really more n more ex. especially u watch mid night show. hahaa. but if movie is gd, money is worth it. hahaa. watch infection wif henry lifang n ben. hahaa. after the show was kinda happy tat i didn't join nursing. hahaa. if not i sure b in trouble. hahaa. watch kingdom of heaven wif my snk pals which include ice jimmy james jessica nick xiao pat huiqin ball big fat gina n lifang. haha. kingdom of heaven is not those movies tat i usually watch. aha. but i joined them n really find it nice. now i even wanan find troy n loads of the rings vcd n watch. muahhaa. sitting on the horses n fight is nice. haha. start crapping again. hahaha.

k lahs. tis is really long. u happy george? ahhaa. gtg liaos. ciaos.

2005-05-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liaos. since now i free. just blog a bit lohs. hahaha.

last thurs, went to sentosa wif henry, lifang, diana, shixing, huiming, ben, leon. total 8 ppl. haha. tis is our 2rd time there le. hahaa. really haf tons of fun lohs. henry keep saying tat i wun turn dark. in the end, i got sun burnt. now like turn dark liaos lehs. so sad lehs. i wanna to turn dark. but now like berli ugly. sob sob. hehe.

me n lifang in da mrt. i wonder wad she is looking at. hehe.

me n lifang again. haha. tis time at shutter bus. ahhaa. i love tis pic. hahaa.

me n lifang again~! hahaa. but tis time did u c diana on top of us? hahaa.

the zi lian me. hahaa.

guess guess which feet is mine? hahaa. lol.

haha. the cool me n lifang. hahaa. don't puke don't puke. hahaa.

the sun burnt me. c my face. ahhaa. pink sia.

my both arms. really burnt lohs. still got shape de hor. don't play play. hahaha.

i discover tat i turning more n more bo liao lohs. keep snapping at myself when i having my break. u knw whose times when u finish eating n got nth better to do? hahaa. the snap shots of myself the other day. hahaa.

i really think i m damn bo liao. cos i even have tis pic. hahaa.

really nth to do rite? ahhaa.

hahaa. k lahs. ending here. i'm tired. blog again tml. hehe.

2005-04-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog le wor. haha. work work work. later tired go hm slp le. oso no time really sit down n blog. haha. nvm lahs. i bored now. so blog a bit lohs. haha.

life been fine for me lohs. just some sickening fellows buy stuffs for my shop n tot tis way can get my number. crazy. i gif u 3 number lahs. 999. call it if u dare. ahhaaaa. i bloody lame. hahaa. love? haha. nth to blog abt tat. hahaha.

recently knw a guy from starhub. a nice guy ya? haha. he make me feel so pampered. having so many guys frens, he is the 1st one ba. haha. starhub is like just right opp snk. when he buy stuffs go back eat, cfm will c him de. den i will sms him, suan him n stuffs. den he will buy food cum snk for me. haha. i say i need water, he will get it for me too. even he not working, he ask his fren to get so stuffs for me too. he's sweet ya? ahhaa. he a nice guy, but i a bad woman. ahhaa.

ahhaa. went sentosa last last week. have so much fun. really thanks all my pals. love u all lots. haha. going to sentosa again tis thurs. shall take more pics. hahaha. post it up here. hahaa.

tired. gtg le. nites.

2005-04-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

haha. tell u all a lame joke. some may heard b4 le. hahha.

the bread n the maggie mee r foes.
den one day, bread saw maggie mee. den they quarrel.
bread: next time u don't let me c u again, if not i c one time beat one time.
den the next day, bread saw spaghetti.
bread went up to spaghetti n beat it.
spaghetti ask y bread beat her.
bread say: u don't tink u rebonded ur hair already, den i wun b able to reconginse u hor.
hahahaa. lame rite? funny ma? hope it brighten ur day wor.

2005-04-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

went out together. meet simin at ps. walk walk n take neoprint. scan and upload le, den let u all c. hehe. den after tat went to tpy meet henry n went to eat sake sushi. eat like got 2 hrs ba. berli full lohs. wanna die le. it henry treat lehs. haha. so gd. his pay day mahs. haha. den after tat went to meet ivan play billard. haha. tat the end of my day. haha.

got a feeling tat i too guo fen already lohs. pass by his shop n saw him today. i don't even wan to look at him. den i tink he knw lohs. knw tat i don't wan to tok to him den he like hack care hack care me le lohs. ok ok, i understand, it my fault. hais. but after all, i really don't like ren ge. berli unhappy abt it. ming ming zi dao zi ji got wife le, y still go outside n flirt. make everyone talking abt u. u used to say me ah, one gal go out wif so many guys, will gif ppl say. den now u like tat, wad i can still say? hais. think back b4 u say ppl. i not the one tat has change, u r. u r not the pal i meet 3 mths back at tpy. always so dote on me, taking care of me. U CHANGE LE. hais. n i lost u oso le. u do take care. n if one day need my help or sth, dial my number again. i will b there for u, i promise.

i don't knw wad going on in my life. sometimes at nites, i felt myself crying to myself. too emotional le ba. somehow i do feel lonely too. i do haf fren, but onli a handful. no one understand how i really felt. u may see me like tat a happy go lucky person, daring. but actually i'm not. i may b able to tok to someone unknown, is train out de. tat wad we working in retail line must do. if not how will have sales. ah, whatever. hais. tp accpeted me. wif sth i don't really wan. electronics/ telecommunications/ computer engineering/ microelectronics. 3 plus 4 ppl working in snk got in the same course. i the onli gal, for sure. all wanna me to get in the course wif him. so they got company. wth. later they all c pretty gals, follow pretty gals, den i die liaos. sure damn lonely lohs. i'm still waiting for rp reply. hope they will give me an ans soon.

gtg le. nites. take care peeps. anything msg me den. same old no. no change.

2005-04-07T12:51:00.000+08:00

was like looking at his friendster just now. hais. he changed a bit. when we r together, he don't bother into my stuffs. he now looking for gf, n wanna meddle into her stuffs. hais. i feel uneasy his friendster profile. mayb i do haf some feelings for him ba. after all, we r together for a mth odd. i miss him, i admit. now back working in tpy, everyday looking at the same spot tat he will appear, waiting for him to appear. but he didn't. pass by 3 days i working back tpy, but didn't manage to c him. hais. i don't wad happen. y m i feeling tis way. oh my god. hais.

2005-04-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

stop saying tat i change already. i nv change at all. i m still the same old me, n tat the real me. the one tat has change is u, not me. after i left toa payoh, u change so much till i tink u urself don't even knw abt it.

u say tat i turn ah lian. mayb i did turn a bit ah lian-ish. but it may due to protection. m i rite to say tis? i don't knw. but so be it. i need to protect myself. i use to haf u to teach me stuffs, but den u change so much till i don't even knw who u r, so u tink i m able to believe in u again?

tink abt urself b4 u say anyone, b4 u do anything. i didn't even do anything, n u gave me those fuck up attitude. for goodness sake, i didn't do anything. i wasn't even showing attitude to u man. tink back urself. take a gd look on urself.

2005-04-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

bored~! tat the word to describe today, both work n home. teresa was on mc today. argh~! i tot she wanna take a pic wif me b4 i left suntec. hais. nvm. still the weeks ahead. haha. moving back to toa payoh. i don't knw is a gd tink or bad tink. i tink i just make sure i did everything den ok le ba. anyway, i tendering soon. just keep low profile lohs. haha.

meeting siew ching up on my off day. she my in charge at suntec. use to dislike her cos her attitude. my 1st day of her, she gif me those ll attitude. den when i was put on buddy system wif her, i was like wtf y m i so suay. but in the end, end up to b pals. those tat can heart to heart toks those kinds. haha. even through she is 25 tis yr. she teaches me quite a lot of tink. but unfortunatly, she resign snk. she got a better job outside. working inside office. better rite? haha. anyway, going out wif tis woman to buy clothes for her work. ayo, making me going into those posh shops. hahaa. my pockets damn empty. who ask me go buy ipod mini without really thinking. haha. kinda looking forwards going out wif her. hehe.

oh ya, anyone got any part time tat can b intro?? quitting my current job soon. n i do need money to support myself. cos my mum say she don't wan to yang wo liaos. haha. i so ke lian. hahaha. lame lahs~! i just wan to lessen my mum burden. if got any, get me at msn, k? thanks lots guys.

seriously, hope tat republic poly will just accept me. haha. i will b able to get in sth tat i like. nursing is not bad. just now my real interests in not there. haha. but i kinda scare lohs. scare tat no polys will wanna me in their sch. den like tat i die liaos le lohs. ahhaa. *pray hards*

i was toking to don't knw who on a day. forget who le. haha. the person was like asking me. she say: u r not bad looking. but y u so long still don't haf bf. is ur expections berli high? den i was like wth??!! y r u asking me tis. hahaa. actually not berli high mahs. let me name some.
expections of my bf:
- must haf big eyes
- must b taller den me. by a head. i knw i'm short
- i like those romantic sweet caring understanding type of guy
- don't control me
- not bad looking. i knw i'm not, so must find gd. hahaa.
actually not berli high ma rite?? haha. nvm lahs. i believe my prince charming will pass by one day. so i will just wait. hahaaa.

tink tis is too long. hahaa. but b4 i go. i just need to add in my shopping list. hahaha.
things need:
- get another watch. i wanna those metallic kind de.
- get a bag. tote one n handbag. hahaa.
- get janet bday present. must crack my brains.
- my 7610. i wanna the white one. =)
- change my bro lousy phone. get him a new one.
- get another pair of jeans. b it any brand.
- another pair of flops. haha. i running out of flats.
end here. will edit again. i need cash. running of it too. hahahahahhahaa. gtg. nites guy. bye~!

2005-04-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

STOP ACTING INNOCENT IN FRONT OF ME~!
i can't take it. wad u tink u r? boss me ard. u tink i scare of u? i just don't wan to argue wif u. let u haf ur way onli, can? don't test my patient. it berli limted. i don't good temper for u to throw ard. wad do u tink u r? i not afriad if tis friendship is going to broken. tink back. ppl don't need u n u keep throwing urself to ppl. vain, tat the word i can say. i knw tis is hurting to u, but ask urself wad u haf done to me. look back ba. tink abt urself b4 u do anything.

2005-03-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

i simply just sucks. i wept n wept the whole morning when i open my com log in moe webby n happen to saw tat my posting was UNSUCCESSFUL!!!! oh my god. i was so damn shock. really ost n don't knw wad to do. so just wept n wept n wept. keep thinking back of last mth when i take results. hais. damn sad lohs. i spoilt quite a few ppl mood, i tink. sry abt it.

janet oso the same kind. she going to np appeal, wif her fren. asking me whether wanna join them a not. i reject it. don't ask me. was in the mind of lost. didn't really knw wad i m doing. in the end, went up to msg tons of ppl, seeing whether any was free to pei me go nyp to appeal. i onli tot of nyp, cos tat the nearest. no idea. onli tis sch came my mind. no one was free, till kenny msg me saying he ending lesson at 4.30pm n might b able to company me. well, agree to meet him in the campus. den ard 1 plus, tot of getting a nap 1st. who knw, eric call. ask me abt the posting think. haha. in the end, he pei me went down to nyp, n did the appeal. thanks eric. hahaa. went there c tons of ppl. hais. me n eric went to q for.. erm.. a table where the lecturers sit n gif u advices. i regret going up man. should just choose nursing n just submit. hais. shall not tok more abt it. nyp onli gif me 4 choices. of out which, 3 of eng de. hais. in the end, after eric's talking n kenny's talking, choose nursing. which i tink it better den the other 3. hais. so be it lahs. handed up the paper le. eric n erlina left 1st. left me huiming n kenny. went to nyp mac grab a bite n tot of waiting for gary. kuku him. 6 le still haven end lessons. in the end, don't wait le. haha.

went amk central walk walk awhile. actually i wanna go snk lohs. went there, saw ball gary n xiao pat. haha. i don't like gary, but he keep toking to me. argh~! i enjoy toking to xiao pat. i always saw him when i m not in the best of mood. like tat day, when i just take results n happen to b at tpy interchange n just happen to saw him. he ask me abt it. tell me wad i can do, gif me advices on it. tis time, he do it again. haha. really thanks him a lot. haha. after tat took 88 back to tpy. suppose to b going hm. but don't feel like. end up walking at tpy central. wanna tok to aloy de. but den he today got pretty gals wif him. so nv tok lohs. went to snk. ppl there really berli nice n caring. gif me the feeling of home. i m touch. tok to sebas. when he 1st saw me, he say me okie mahs. ask me don't cry le. i nv c him so caring b4. make me cry again. he sayang my head. ask me go in store 1st. went in n steven came in. tok a while. he an wei me a little too. thanks ya~! sebas really a nice guy lohs. an wei me a little. b4 i go, he sayang me again, ask me don't cry n stuffs. nice pals. don't worry. we wun b together. cos we r the best buddy. hehe.

hais. enuff of blogging. actually not much mood. still can type out so much, is gd enuff le. take care guys. if u gotta in the choice u wan, gd for u den. if urs was like mine, don't b too upset. try again. bye~! take care~!

2005-02-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

i don't knw y. really got no idea y would i tok to u last night. toking abt my pains, my hurts. y would i say so much crap to u. hais.
in our conversation, u did ask me whether i knw abt the happy day u spend wif me. i seriously got no idea. till u re-call me of tat happy day. tat day at j8. when we r happily taking fotos together. when i m snatching ur fone, n when u tried to take it back from me. u like kinda hugging me. the two of us so pai seh. i don't knw wad overcome me. chatting wif u abt tis past make me think abt a lots of stuffs between. make me cry in front of the com. i tot of two yrs back, tot of those few days working at suntec wif u, tot of those days i went down to either ps or j8 to c u, tot of those few days u came down to toa payoh to find me. tot of a lot n alot.....
i finally tot thru. i not the right gal for u. i m a bitch, damn fucking bitch. like keith has said. i an ass. when ppl young tat time, i dump ppl. when ppl grow old le, more handsome more mature le, den keep on stucking on ppl. no worries, i wun bother abt u n get on wif my ass life. u r part of my memories, my happy memories. i will rem u always, jimmy. take care.........

2005-02-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

went to tp open hse today. wif huimin eric n jarrick. been a long time since i c the both of eric n jarrick. went out huimin on valentine day. haha. did lots of catching up wif her. she my best pal mahs. haha. bus trip from toa payoh interchange to tp was....onli one word to describe. FAR~! was chatting n listening to songs on the way there.
when we reach there, we went over to business school 1st. haha. starting was kinda scare tat i might bump into kenneth, which i actually bump into him the other day at orchand. ren bu de is him till his gf came along n shout so loud: ' hey ur ex gf looking at u lehs!!' she make me damn pai seh till i run away. haha. anyway, i msg him den he told me where the hell is him lahs. he ask me to go over n find him. but i kinda scare lahs. so i accompany them go design there 1st. tat bloody idiot keep msg me ask me go over. den since me n huimin not really interested in design, so went back to business there find tat tupid idiot lohs. he look really different. cos of his clothing lahs. business students there wear damn formal de lehs. not forgetting to mention tat he is studying law n management. his english zai mahs. a2 student lehs. i can't compare to him lohs. my english sucks. haha. went talking to him for a while lahs. tok crap lohs. keep on asking me to join his course. mad guy lahs. as if my results is so damn gd like tat. hahaa. after a while, he went back to do his stuffs. i stay on at business area. saw the new course tat i looking for. call wad retail management. it a new course starting tis yr lohs. got a guy explain stuffs to me n huimin lohs. find tat the course quite interesting. it like sth i doing everyday, relating to my work now lohs. mayb might b considering taking tat course. hahhaa. went over to life sci onli. my dear huimin still interested in her biotech. haha. can't seem to find my other frens in the sch. so sad. hahaa.

2005-02-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

hahaa. tat ah ball n ice. hehe. miss them wor. now ah ball at amk. ice at cwp. hope next transfer can get back to them. hehe.

me n ah ball. haha. do u c jerry yan in the middle of us? hahhaa.

i not trying to act cute. tat not my hand. it's corene. hahaha.

i like tis pic. ahhaa.

isn't she cute? ahhaa. can't even tell tat she is already 19 yrs old tis yr. hahaa.

keith n sebastian. both of them actually gonna spoilt my fone wif their disgusting pics. hahhaa.

y do u look so blur keith?? it time to wake up~! haha.

we having lunch at kfc wor. can u c the size of the chicken is almost half of his face? hahaa.

he gary from baleno. ahha. great pal tat i have. taken tis while we wasn't prepare. okok. nvm. take another shot. 1...2....3...

tis is much more better......hhahahahaa....

hahaha. tat sebastian n me. forever disturbing me. hate him. but life without him is bored. no fun. no jokes anymore.

2005-01-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

i hate seeing u. i don't wan to c u. can u stop looking for keith when i m ard? i wanna to stop all the thumping sound whenever i c u. i wanna to stop all the uneasiness whenever i c u. most importantly i wanna forget u. hais :(.

bored. i kanna transfer. will b working at bishan snk from feb 1 onwards. boring. i will miss all the peeps tat is working at tpy snk wif me for tis period lohs. cfm will miss keith n ice. nice in-charge i have lohs. not forgetting ah ball n yuyan n sebas n corene. haha. tpy snk is like the playground for all of us lohs. now we gonna b seperated. going to b damn sad lohs. wonder wad will happen in the future lohs. sad. hais. take care lohs.

2005-01-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

i hate u. damn hate u. say wad wait for u. craps. say wad u don't wan to haf a gf at tis moment. tat rubbish. i really trust u tat much. but u broke my trust. when keith they all told mi u r attach, i choose to believe u, believe in wad u say. but i nv expect tat i saw it wif my eyes. saw u wif the gal. n b4 tat the gal came in my shop n i even serve her. i just like a fool, a fool to believe in u. u hate ppl tat lie to u, so do i. i now wanna say: I HATE U. I NV WANNA C U AGAIN~!

2005-01-01T01:10:00.000+08:00

Dear All,

In response to the Emergency Appeal that was launched by the International Federation of Red Cross & Red Crescent Societies (IFRC), the Singapore Red Cross is launching a public appeal to raise funds for the victims of the Bay of Bengal earthquake and tidal waves.

The earthquake that struck off Sumatra measured 9.0 on the Richter Scale in magnitude according to the US Geographical Survey, making it the world's biggest in 40 years. The current death toll had risen to over 27,000 according to Reuters.

MONETARY DONATIONS

The Singapore Red Cross is appealing for monetary donations to help these victims from the affected countries. The money collected will be sent to IFRC to fund purchases and direct delivery of emergency items like medicine and first aid, food parcels and other relief supplies for the displaced and homeless victims. Please note that due to logistical reasons, we would not be accepting donations in kind.

Cheques should be made payable to "Singapore Red Cross Society". Please write your name, contact number, address and "Tidal Waves Asia" on the back of the cheque. The cheques can be sent to:

Singapore Red Cross Society

Finance Division (Tidal Waves Asia)

Red Cross House

15 Penang Lane

Singapore 238486

For cash donations, kindly proceed personally to Finance Division on Level 2. We have extended our collection hours from 9am to 8pm from Monday to Friday, and 9am to 12.30pm on Saturday.

For further enquiries, please contact us at 6334 9152 / 6334 9154 / 6336 0269.

We look forward to your support and generous contribution to our appeal to help the victims of the Bay of Bengal earthquake and tidal waves!

*Please pass this on by email or copying and post it in your blog, your help and contributions will help the victims who suffered in the Asia's Tidal Wave alot. Thank You

2004-12-29T09:51:00.000+08:00

i don't knw if tis post should b publish out. so be it lahs. i wanna say some stuffs.
i do knw tat some ppl out there dislike mi rite? ya, den so be it den. i unable to change the idea of mi inside u, cos tat ur brain ah. i wun force to like mi either. den let it b tis way lohs. i noe after tis tink got posted out, i wun lose lots of fren. but it's okie lahs. my circle of fren is small. i knw it myself. it better den some ppl tat can't it clearly themselves n keep thinking tat her circle of fren is berli big n she can just treat her fren like shit lohs. just like wad eric has said lahs. i wun gif a damn if u dislike mi lohs. u can come up in my face n say i hate u n walk away, i promise i wun cry. serious. there is tis person working at the hp shop near my shop told mi tis. he say tat there is no frens in tis world de. he himself got 2 frens, one is squatting inside, de other one is always accompany gf, forget abt him le. but his life still continue tis way. he nv drop a piece of meat from his body just b'cos he don't haf frens.

2004-12-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

to him:
2 yrs ago, i met u. u become mine. though u r younger den mi, but ended wif u. i did regret not cherish u. we did not contract anymore. the next time i saw u, u were wif another gal n u claim tat ur gf. i didn't bother abt it too much. 2 yrs back now, i met u again. but it is different tis time. i was interviewing the same job as u. u claim tat u r not attach tis time, n i noe i wanna u. working at the same place as u, everyone knew abt our past, came up wif words like 'old flame rekindle' n stuffs. although i told peter tat we might not b together again. but u noe, i haf feelings for u n u haf feelings for mi too. the day b4 going kbox, u told me tat u r an item wif janice. i was shock. it was stupid of mi not to notice tat. janice keep looking at u n she keep asking abt stuffs btw mi n u. suddenly i feel tat my heart shatter into pieces. the next day, u come down to the workplace. i did feel happy to c u here, but hearing ppl say wad u wan lynn don't wan janice le. my face colour change immediatly. u tell it too. tat nite at kbox i didn't tok to u much. u don't dare to tok to mi too. after tat day, we both transfer to other outlets le. u r posted to ps, while i posted to tpy. things between us did bcome better. i will always tok on the fone to accomany u on ur way to work, n oso on ur way back home. i believe our relationships did improve too. u told mi u need to settle some things 1st b4 patching up wif mi. u told mi to wait for u. ok, i said i will wait for u without thinking. n seriously, i m still waiting for u. keith told mi tat he talked to u on the fone. i don't noe tat true not. but i wanna noe wad he told u. i really don't noe wad he told u till our realtionship become like tis. i call u, u don't ans. i sms u, u don't reply. can u tell mi wad happen? pls. if u r reading tis. i really need an ans.

2004-12-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

i got nth to say abt tis yr christmas, but i don't really like it ba. not b'cos i not having fun, but too much tinks happen. 1stly, is fren problem, but settle le lahs. haha. i really do treasure u all too, is just tat. aya, over already don't tok abt it. don't bring along bad luck. haha. 2rd tink tat happen is tat I LOST MY DARLING PERCIOUS FONE. oh god. i don't knw wad happen. everything happen to sudden. for the 2nd time, my v200 left mi. hais. anyone happen to come across a v200 wif 3 heart shapes crystal stickers paste in front, pls pass it to me. cos it might b my fone. ahha. anyway, i did have fun too. saw stan at town, wif his fren. heard from ppl at my workplace say tat he is attach now. but didn't saw any gals wif him tat nites lehs. sians. ahha. he an idiot lahs. taking tat can of foam spraying at me, making me running ard the whole place. but end up wif foam too. i did spray him back too. haha. haf fun tat night lahs. haha. nothing to tok abt liaos. tink end here le. nites.

2004-12-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

pictures taken on the 25 of nov wif henry, angela n angeline

pictures taken wif diana b4 watching 5566. hehe.

2004-12-13T10:16:00.000+08:00

yongjiang fly off on the 10 of dec to study at uk. wow! he is like 2 yrs my junior n now he is in uk studying. haha. i hate studying lahs. but i will still study. but of cos not like him lahs. went all the way to uk. his parents r rich. haha.
suppose to b going to chalet tat day. but didn't went. haha. i miss my pals lahs. I MISS U ALL SO MUCH~! haha. i'm serious k? haha. ya ya, sry tat i didn't went to the chalet. it a last min decision. hehe. next time den we haf bbq or sth lahs. rem whose bdayS r cuming soon ah? 38 family must start to get ready wor. hahhaa.
went to the j-stars concert. j-stars include 5566, kone, 7 flowers, 183 club, typhoon n tai ji. haha. haha. the concert starts off wif tai ji. tai ji is a new band lohs. not really berli famous yet. they dance onli lahs, doing all those sunts. haha. they nv sing. they do impress mi wif their sunts. haha.after tai ji, is the 7 flowers. haha. 5 gals lohs, wif xiao qiao n qiao en inside. they sang 2 songs. their songs not bad lohs. haha. but i not supporting them. haha. i'm bad. after these few cute gals, is KONE. haha. they r the one tat brought us to the 1st high point when they sang feng yun bian se. haha. oh my oh my. their dance moves is so nice. haha. JR is so cute. oh my god~! hahaa. they brought us their new song oso, call first love. hehe. so nice~! i use to hate kone tis band de. but now don't knw y i starting to support them. haha. after kone, is 183 club. oh god. YAN XING SHU YAN XING SHU YAN XING SHU~! hahaha. heard from diana tat elva ex bf is oso in 183 club. haha. not bad looking sia. hehe. after tis came cyndi wang. haha. no need tok so much abt her. haha. after cyndi wang is.......5566. OH MY GOD OH MY GOD~! haha. sad lahs. jason wasn't here. hais. sad lahs. he just got an operation n unable to travell long distance. but nvm. i really enjoy 5566 performance. n tis shows i love all 5566 members, not onli jason. haha. i really enjoy tis concert. haha.
i miss my cousin. i don't knw y. i use to b berli close to her when i was in pri sch. parted when she enter sec sch life n was never close back again. seen her quite a few times but find tat there nth between mi n her can tok abt. but i look upon her as my jie, the coolest jie i ever seen. tat day i noe abt her passing away, make mi sad n heartbroken. i can't believe wad i m hearing n seeing lohs. she is like just 20 onli. hais. i can't continue typing tis. all i can say, i miss u ling le jie jie.
k k. end here. nites all.

2004-12-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

after all the prayers n stuffs, she really left us le. hais. kinda sad. trying to hold back tears, but can't. ended up crying oso. jie's fren oso cried, till berli badly. her bf look so sad. k lahs, everyone is sad, including mi. hais.
i'm sick, dead damm sick. from sunday till now. fever fever fever. headache headache headache. oh god. n i m still working. hais. crazy lahs me. chalet tis thurs n fri. taking off on fri n sat. haha. sat got 5566 + 183 club + cyndi wang + kone de concert. really wanna go. but i kinda broke sia. hais. any kind soul out there wanna pay for my tix? hahaha.
i miss jimmy. haha. oh god. dead damn miss ya sia. haha. i promise i will wait for u, with no change of heart. hehe. =p
k lahs. head spinning le. gonna end here le. bye~!

2004-12-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

aerosmith - i don't wan to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we’re together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

I don’t want to miss one smile
I don’t want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
Cause I’d miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I’d still miss you baby
And I don’t want to miss a thing

Don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to fall asleep
I don’t want to miss a thing

2004-12-06T11:03:00.000+08:00

it really a long time i haven been blogging sia. try to re-call wad i did. hahaa.
30/11 - went to the new outlet which i been post to. it at toa payoh. so near. at 1st quite scare. i berli berli berli nervous den will tummy pain. tat y exams u seem me berli relax. cos i cannot nervous. haa. okok, actually not so scary lahs. haha. noe ppl like winnie, balloon, ice. haha. having fun there. haha.
1/12 - working n not forgetting singapore idols fnals. haha. i didn't watch lahs. was accompanying lifang trying on her contacts. haha. i watch it at 10. god. taufik won. not surprising lahs. but i still wish sly will win. haha. tat it. hahaha.
2/12 - pei lifang go back to sch to return her NPCC stuffs. ahha. den went work after tat. my life is boring lahs. haha.
3/12 - lifang manage to put the contacts lens into her eyes n oso able to take out. YEAH~! haha.
5/12 - recieve shocking news. my cousin passed away. sob. hais.
today - wasn't in gd mood. sad plus sick. later going to work. hais.
tinks i end here. nth to write like tat. hias. k k. bye. tag tag.

2004-11-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging. so on tis special day, i m blogging. haha. craps. let mi c wad i have been doing....
22/11 - last day of exams....YEAHS~~
23/11 - i dye my hair. wif the help of angela. i tink it look kinda okie to me lahs. haha.
24/11 - 1st day of training lesson. for my work ya. haha. fast sia mi. got a job le. i'm so happy. haha. have fun today. manager is funny, like to di siao ppl. haha. great to noe pals like desmond, wee keong, teresa n yu yan. lifang lehs, no need mention lahs. noe so long le. hahaha.
25/11 - working 1/2M today. means working 4 hrs. haha. working wif teresa n wee keong. stand whole day. my leg arch sia. hahaha. den after tat went out wif angela, angeline, henry, ray n ivan. but after a while ray n ivan left le. haha. ivan c mi onli, call mi lian. hais. so sad. ahha. took neoprint wif both angel n henry. haven scan it. haha. show u all next time. haha.
26/11 - my off day. bored lahs. at hm nth to do. sians. watch vcd till i fall asleep den lifang call mi. ask mi out. den i went out of my hse. went bugis n den went town. oh ya, not forgetting to say, i saw eugene papa. must say tis sia. if not later i kanna scolded. hahhaaaa.
27/11 - working morning today. alone. no new frens. cos all working afternoon. haha. sad lahs. k lahs. i dunno wad to say for tis. hahaha.
28/11 - which is yesterday. work afternoon. till like 10. hahhaa. den after tat went kbox wif staffs. starting nv sing le. so pai seh. den after tat sing a bit lohs. haha. left at 3 plus wif desmond, wee keong, teresa n lifang. haha. make a pact tat when we take 1st pay cum back n sing again. n not forgetting keeping in contact. haha. I WILL MISS U GUYS~! ha ha ha ha. reach home n 4am last night. haha.
today - i now so tired. woke up not too long ago. lucky today nv work. but later must report to amk kbox at 3.30pm. haha. i gonna die sia. haha. tired. haha. hao le hao le. so long liaos. hahhaa. blog another time when i free. tag my board. haha. n ask mi out~! hahaha.

2004-11-20T08:35:00.000+08:00

suppose to update last night, but was too engrossed playing gb wif hong chuan. play till like abt 1.45am. haha. den i cannot take it. so went to sleep le. haha. wonder y i woke up so early tis morning. it now 8.37am. i had like 6 hrs of slp. haha. later gonna meet huiming n eric to study.
not blogging abt my results. dunno wad to say abt it. wad i hoping for is tat my results wun fail my expections ba. i did study hard for it, especially poa n human. but i tink human most prob gone case le. poa lehs, shall not say much abt it. i feeling kinda sad for the paper. i putting lots of hope into my sci papers. but wad the use? i can't get in sci course next yr. sians half.
everyone gonna haf fun after exams. look for example, my frens like angela, huiming n diana. they r all going to malaysia for holiday. n look at mi, i'm struck in singapore. bored. requested a few times to my mum to go malaysia. u noe wad she say? u wan to go, go wif huiming lahs. my mum noes huiming. she came to my hse a few times. but aren't her worrying abt mi going to a unfamilier place wif a fren onli? i tat time say i tonning at angela hse for 2 days den she worry like shit. den now lehs? hais. does people really change tat much?
i miss out a lot of fun ah. yesterday my god sis went down to the bench. whole day there. argh~! i wanna go too. but i got exams in the morning. should b able to join her. but i kinda dead beat after the exams. haha. EUNICE, hope u did haf fun yesterday.
okok. i got to get off the com le. oh ya, i change my tag board to chatterboard. haha. tag k? thanks thanks. bye~!

2004-11-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

tis is a pic tat angela done for me. haha. i so happy n touched. haha. i like it a lot. haha.

2004-11-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

wow. amazing. just change the parts in my com. from windows ME to now, windows XP. it like so fast now. haha. mayb cos my com still empty lahs. haven install finish my stuffs. but for the moment let mi enjoy the fast speed of my com. haha. went to study wif eric today at bishan mac. it like damn lots of ppl today sia. but manage to find a space. n oso hit down to my poa bks. finally ah. haha.realise i sux at poa. k lahs, i was nv gd at it. haha. finally did understand some stuffs. thanks to the help of eric. haha. saw wilson today. he look so si wen sia, wif the help of his spects. it been a long time since i last saw him. miss him wor. haha. went ard j8 a bit today. haha. pass by snk, my future workplace (hope so). haha. having sales agains. oh god. haha. the whole place flood wif ppl. the show case is use to put boxes. i wonder how did stan manage to work there. haha. i scare too, by just looking at it. haha. k lahs. enuff of my crap. tink i got to study history. tml having history. sucks sia. having it at 2pm. feeling like sleeping. haha. gtg. bye.

2004-11-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

back again~! tis time round wif my new blogskin. kinda nice ah? wad do u all tinks abt it? haha. o level gonna end soon. finally wor. haha. going to get a job. haha. anyone got any lobang mahs? haha.
got a bad dream tis morning. dream of myself late for the chem paper. when i reach sch den everyone finish paper liaos. hais. den i kinda sad n everyone is talking abt the chem qns n stuffs. aw, tat feeling sucks. hais. it just a dream lahs. lucky i finish chem paper le. but how on earth i have tis dream? haha.
k lahs. go to mug. c ya. tag wor.

2004-11-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

well, although i say i going to studying, but i didn't. haha. went to meet up wif angela n huimin instead. at toa payoh interchange. near for mi. went to snk, n saw it was looking for ppl. went to ask the staffs there. they ask mi whether i wanna do full or part-time. starting i tink part time will do lahs. but i got a long holiday, hope so, so went for the full one den. haha. they ask mi to go suntec for interview on wed. haha. hope i manage to get the job wor. den i no need carry on finding le. haha.

2004-11-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5 - This Love

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return againBut always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...

2004-11-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

pictures taken yesterday wif lifang...

a pic taken wif angela, eric, diana, huiming...

a pic taken wif simin...on simin bday....

2004-11-01T01:37:00.000+08:00

somehow...i dunno y...i felt so small...knowing some stuffs which i should not noe....kinda sad knowing tis matter...but anyway...it's okie...cos i dun wish to bother abt tis anymore...but anyway...there is stuffs which i myself...really really dun understand at all...why can ppl choose love over friendship? n why did ppl can do so much stuffs to ur fren just cos u like his/her partner? hais...i dunno...i dun understand...there is like 4 million of ppl in tis world...y must ppl go for the person tat ur pal like? make ur friendship turns sour...i scold u...u scold mi...u sad n angry abt the incident....i suan u....suan till u die....suan till u sob non-stop...suan till u cannot take it...hais....it's childish lahs...i mean i m...typing these stuffs....hais...i just could not understand...can't figure it out either...hais...

2004-10-30T09:47:00.000+08:00

it been a long time since i last blog...haha...was kinda bz...n oso injure my hand...mayb look all right in the outer...but it hurts when i use force...went to c a chi doc...he say tat i nv excerise n when i nv use force in the correct way...den kanna injure le...sians...haha...when my mum heard it...she is like laughing like hell sia...haha...didn't even help mi...forget it den...ahhaa...anyway...it getting better...i hope...haha...
i m a person tat is into those idol stuffs...u noe those taiwan boybands...like 5566...energy...f4 those kinds lahs...i m berli into 5566...n not forgetting my fav member inside...jason hsu mengzhe...hais...saw a piece of news on tv last night...n it make me unable to believe it sia....it say tat mengzhe beat a reporter...till concussion....i myself personally dun believe tis...n oso tink the fault doesn't not lie on mengzhe...u tink lahs...if u went out wif someone....n someone secretly follow u....even take ur pictures....wad will u do? plus somemore mengzhe is a public figure lehs...hais...forget abt tis man....

2004-10-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

went to celebrate diana bday today...she tml bday mahs...since mon got practical...so went to celebrate today...we, which include mi...diana the bday ger...huimin....angela...joyce...shixing n eric went to ktv partyworld to sing lohs...sing quite a few songs...haha...n of cos angela sang her dao dai lahs...haha...having fun singing...after tat...went to far east...on the way there...saw david yeo......OH MY GOD~! i really can't believe he is rite in front of mi sia...i tink he saw us looking at him ba...den he do the seven tinky...u noe? ahha...cos he is always the 7th to perform...so he always do the hand sign '7'...haha...he is cute lohs...he look much more better in tv...haha...there is a gal beside...which i didn't saw hu is she...but diana say tat she is beverly...didn't notice much abt her...n den we walk till far east...pei them walk walk a bit...den they went magic wok to eat...den i left liaos lohs...cos no money to eat ah...must save to buy lifang n joanna bday presents...hais...october really got too much bday le lahs....

2004-10-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

finding something missing...just rem tat i didn't wrote abt the singapore idol tis week...haha....oh ya man...JERRY IS OUT...tis call for a celebration man....finally...i waited for so long...n now he is out....yeah yeah yeah~! haha...but it will b much more better if he was out last week....but nvm lahs...as long as he is out...i will b more den happy...now jerry is out...let's just hope tat another sickening fellow christoper will b out man~! hahaa...
oh ya...not forgetting...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNARD~! if u r seeing tis...haha...happy bday to u ah....may all ur wishes cum true...haha...n hope u n ur girlfriend will last till long long...n dun forget to invite mi to ur wedding dinner wor~! haha...

2004-10-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM~! haha...it my mum birthday today...hehe...
went out wif sanisah on wednesday...to causeway to watch a movie...watch WIMBLEDON..haha...nice movie...den after watch movie...went walk walk...den saw mr mark...haha...wif his wife n father....his wife is pretty...the features is berli nice...hhaha...den took neoprints together...can't show u guys...cos my scanner not working again...forever not working de lehs...sians half...took pic wif angela...show u guys...

today...went to eric hse...haha...saw his sis de son...haha...so cute sia...took a pic of him...haha...

cute rite?

too bad i didn't get his sis de daughter de pic...cos she kept running here n there.....hao ke ai sia...haha...went walking out of his block....there is a drain there n i didn't c it....n i fell into it...argh~! my leg bleed sia...hais...suay lehs...walk oso no eyes...hahaha.....forget it lahs...there nth i could do man~! hahaa....
to simin: hey sorry ger...didn't turn up for ur birthday celebration...hope u enjoy urself there...haha...pass ur on pressie on another day kae? haha....

2004-10-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

photos taken at sanisah bday....i just upload 3..lazy lahs...haha...

the 5 of us....
joanna, mi, huiming, lifang, diana

diana, huiming, sanisah, angela, mi

the grp shot...
lifang, diana, mi, huiming, sanisah, angela, ivan, eric, henry

2004-10-10T21:00:00.000+08:00

went to sansiah bday celebration yesterday...reach there ard 3 plus...angela diana n eric was there le...singing song...haha...i joined in the fun too...sing till ard 4 plus like tat...eric is going to collect sanisah bday cake...haha...so i tag along...haa...the cake is like 2kg onli lohs...but berli big sia...chocolate sia...argh~! i hate chocolate...haha...but i still eat it...haha...ard 4 plus...lifang n joanna came....den follow by huimin...den after those 3 guys...ivan henry n zhen yuan...lastly is pris tat came at 7.45pm...we waited for her to cut the cake...hehe...we cut the cake...n eat the food prepare by sanisah's mum....her cooking is gd...hee~! den after we play some games....n drink a bit of wine...n i went home ard 11...company my fren walk till bus-stop...saw someone familier...look closer...it was bernard...haha...got a long time nv saw him lohs...kinda of surprise to saw him there lohs...haha....
was watching singapore idol a few days back...really berli berli disappoint wif singapore choices of people...hais...they should have got rid of christoper or jerry...instead of david yeo...i can't admit is one berli good singer...but still again...christoper n jerry r the weakest of the contest....i tink tat wad everyone could c...even dick lee suan him...can't jerry n christoper fren stop voting for them? haha...but i really tink they r not fit to stay on in tis contest lohs...they r able to stay on...is just cos of their family n friends voting for them ah...hais....it simply sucks lahs...hais...

2004-10-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

i wonder...wad is wrong wif mi? starting..getting red eye...n dun even noe wad happen...hais...but now okie liaos...den get back ache...hais...den now lehs...get more n more tired each day...when i tink i get enough of sleep...n not forgetting headache~! hais...hope i not gonna b sick...o level is just round the corner...can't afford to b sick...hais~!
october is a sickening mth sia...haha...so many bday...haha...opps...if i offended u...haha...but there is really too much bday liaos lohs...got ppl like sinteck, zhen yuan, sanisah, diana, lifang, joanna, hong chuan, my outside fren john, shu ling, marilyn, shi hui n oso not forgetting my mummy bday oso fall on october...hais~! i so broke sia...hais...sob sob...too many presents to buy le~! hope tis mth pass by fast ba...hahaha~!
got back all my prelims marks liaos...my results berli sucks lohs...l1r4 berli de high sia...but haven bingo yet lahs...dun wish to oso...left like less den a mth to o level exams...i must make sure i work real damn hard to get back those results tat i wish to get...hais~!
hao le hao le...carry on wif my studying le...haha...nites all...tag my board~! thanks~!

2004-10-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINTECK~! haha...it is his bday today...haha...he inviting mi go his bday celebration...he berli kua zhang sia...ask so many ppl to go....like got 30 odd ba...crazy lehs...he tink he getting married ah? haha...hao kua zhang sia...haha...i dunno i m going a not lehs...still got a few more hrs to tink b4 making a decision tml...haha...
today is like a slacking day for mi sia...went to sch in the morning...for ms tan's maths lessons...frankly saying...she is a nice teacher lahs...just tat she speak kinda of fast...slow down ba...ms tan~! haha...
just dunno y we must always make choices in our life? for the moment now...i m like at the centre of the crossroads...i can't keep straight walking...cos i dunno where tis part will lead mi too...mayb it a hopeless path...if the turn to the left...i might like just drop into a hole or sth...hais....it hard to make decisions...cos i will regret making the wrong decisions...i scare of making wrong decisions too...hais~! it hards...sob sob...
i tired...end of blogging for now...c if later i m going to teck the so call celebration...which is more like wedding...haha...if got...tell u guys more abt it den...haha...nites~!

2004-10-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

was suppose to blog tis earlier...but was playing game wif hong chuan...so it is late...haha...my eyes hurts so much now..haha...now is like12.02am...dunno later wanna go sch a not lehs...for maths extra lessons...k lahs...i noe my maths wasn't tat gd...hahaa...c i m tired a not lohs...if i not...den i will go sch...hehe...
wasn't online for the last few days...my internet connection got some problems...hais...my uncle cuming to fix it later part in the afternoon...wonder how i can blog tis rite...erm...tell tis to u guy another time...berli hard to say lahs..haha..hais...hope it will b fine too...
haha...went to j8 today to buy sinteck present...yup...sinteck is a guy which i admire damn lots..he great in studies...but on the other hand...he is able to bring laughter to everyone...he is a great pal lahs...i must say...oh ya...his sunday on 3/10 mahs...after we brought the present...we say tat if we fated to c him at j8 again den we gif him the present lohs...just as i tot lahs...saw him again...yup...gif him the present...haha...i go n take his money...till he dunno sia...wah...nth to say liaos...rich guy sia...haha...oh ya...bought a pink polo tee for him...make him wear it home...hope he like it lahs...oh ya...not forgetting to say tat he thanks mi personally in msn...haha...happy sia...erm...dun get the wrong idea...haha...
my prelims results sux sia...cannot make it lahs...i onli pass science lahs...by rite i should b happy lahs..fancy getting second in class for physics paper 2...but my combined science marks it like shit lohs...hais...nevermind nevermind...dun get tis failure bring down my hopes...i will make sure i study even harder to get wad i wanted...n of cos...POLY HERE I COME...hahhaa...
been smsing wif his fren...asking abt his results lohs...since he doesn't reply my msgs...so i haf to do it tis way...ya...i noe i noe...shld not b thinking of him rite? but i really dead damn curious abt his results...n so i went to ask his fren...but his fren wasn't really sure lahs...but he noe tat he got an a1 for his e-maths...n i m damn shock sia...i didn't noe he was so gd in maths sia...haha...i nv look down on him...i m just shock...k? haha...so damn shock...haha...i miss him n i really do...the longer i like him...i felt tat we r drifting further n further again....n it seems tat i gonna lose him...hais...i dunno...really really dunno...dun wish to tink to much...hais....
kae lahs...i'm tired le...going off le...nites...rem to tag wor~!

neo print day~!

2004-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

went out today...meet eunice 1pm at toa payoh control station...oh ya..in case u all dunno...eunice is my god sis...yup...not same sch de...haha...kae...we went down to bugis...where shixing n diana is already there...haha...meet up wif them too...den went to mr teh there to eat...i tink u guys noe abt it rite? ahha...the food there not bad lahs...quite good lohs...the place is nicely decorated too...but one tink i hate abt it...is the music...hahaa...it playing some weird weird music...making mi feel weird too...ahhaha~! mr teh wasn't in the shop today...haha...so i will keep the comments to myself den...hahaa...after finishing eating...went to parco...n it time to take neo prints~! the 4 of us...took a machine...it a new one lahs...the one wif a sofa de...haha...i really dun like tat machine...cos take liaos not berli nice lahs...mayb to us ba...but if u all tink it nice...den it nice lohs...hahaha.....den after tis shixing left liaos lohs...haha...to meet her parents...den left mi eunice n diana...haha...kinda bored...went to bugis street n walk...wah lau...so hot sia~! cannot make it...den went back parco...den u noe waD? we took neoprint again~! haha...like non-stop sia...den walk walk ard bugis...but berli boring lahs...den went down to orchand lohs...ahhaa...went down orchand took neo print again...ahhaa...all neo prints...wish to show u guys...but i haven re-install the cd-rom tinky for my printer...cos i re-formatting my com next week mahs...so show u guy another time ba...haha...
wah...i today spent a lot of money lehs...all on neo prints...wanna buy clothes de...but oos nv buy...hais sians half sia...ahhaa...next week must control my money liaos...if not i will go bankrupt...haha...kae lahs...i tired..go slp le...nites...oh ya...rem to tag my board~! thanks~!

2004-09-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey...i'm back again...haha...back wif more things to say today...i hope...hahhaa...today went to sch...like doing nothing lehs...haha...1st two periods is poa...den the mr kok came in gif paper...for like 15 mins nia...haha...den he left us to do our own stuffs...haha...so boring...nth to do lehs...den after tat was a period of chinese...i not re-taking chinese...so it another free period of mi...haha...after tat is two english periods...mrs soh wasn't here...so another two free periods..haha...last two periods...is mdm yong's history lessons...hahha...she extra lahs...whole day no lesson le...she is the onli one tat gif lesson...tupid sia...haha...but nvm lahs...it all for our own gd..haha...it gd to have lessons...to study more mahs...but still envy eugene papa...he went big splash today sia...haha...gd for u ah papa...enjoy urself a not? ahha...glad to heard tat u haf fun...rem to study hard too kae? must pass at the end of the year...haha...
went out wif angela n huimin n diana yesterday...was like kinda mad yesterday lahs...people eating...mi n angela down there taking pictures...hahaa...show u all one of it...mi n angela de...

hahaa...end here liaos...hehee....tag my board~! hahaa...bye~~~

him~!

2004-09-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

y must i feel sad when i lose tat bloody piece of paper...or shld i say neo print instead? i c no point in being in luv wif him...for SO MANY DAMN BLOODY HELLS YEARS...n i can't stop the stupid habit of being in luv wif him...watching him...looking at him...smile to him...i WISH i could get out of it...n led my OWN life...wif him OUT of my life...FOREVA N EVA....but the problem is i can't...WHY WHY WHY? y i can't i just get out of his shoulders? i have enough n enough of it...HAIS...is it b'cos true luv always hurts so much? but i really dun tink so k? y ppl always can get someone they like in the end n always it lasted so long........den mi lehs...? fate has brought him to mi times n times again...but oso make mi lost him so many times....till....i cry till no tears is out....always wanting to forget him....but its him again...tat ass....tat gif mi hopes...gif mi hopes tat we might b back together again...hais....i hate you...i really hate...but not as much as i love ya...U STUPID ASS...DO U NOE HOW MUCH I LOVE YA A NOT? IT COUNTLESS...I LOVE YA NOW...I LOVE YA ALWAYS...N I LOVE YA FOREVER...

happy happy happy~~

2004-09-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

so happy sia...after so many mths of not scanning my pictures...cos the stupid printer wun work...haha...guys... remember dun even get those all-in-one printer...it really berli sucky...ur printer can't works...means ur scanner can't works eithers...stupid rite? i might as well find more space...put one scanner put on printer...at least my printer can't work...i still can use my scanner...ahhaa....anyway...it's over...hope wun spoilt again...if not i gonna throw the tupid thinky again...regardless of how much it cost...i wun care abt ur heart ache de wor..dad~! haha..
angela n diana went to my hse tis morning...cos we finish paper at 9 mahs...den angela n diana came over...den c mi bath...hahhaa...no lahs...i was bathing while they inside my room...lying on my bed...listening to my hi-fi...haha...i was berli worried tat my bed will break...no lahs...hahaa...she looks big size nia lahs...break le...at most i got a excuse to buy new bed...hahaa...i must thanks her instead sia...hahaa...frankly saying...sometimes i really must admire angela lohs...everyone make fun of her size...she still can smile smile n play play wif ppl de...haha...
wonder wonder n wonder...y tat lau hor...refer to low chee moon lahs...haha...y can't she like put my poa paper 1...physics paper 2 n sci mcq all together...1 hr 1 hr n 1hr like tat take exams...everyday must go back...for 1 hr onli...berli sians de lehs...hahaha...berli stupid...waste my time lehs...must woke up so early...so tired de lehs...haha...wonder when my self-study will start...wish to have it start early...but scare later i at home wun study den i die liaos le lahs...pay $307 for nothing...hahaha...kae lahs...end here le...nites...n tag mi~!

2004-09-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

kae kae...i back again....always so tired...woke up at 9 plus today...went to joyce hse n study...tis is my 3rd time going le...for tis week...haha...really like her hse...berli cosy de feeling...haha...i feel like moving to amk de....but my mummy dun wan to move hse...my daddy wanna move to sengkang...crazy lahs...so far sia~~ haha...
after went to joyce hse...den went tuition...tml got physics paper mahs...den mus tuition lohs...haha...today berli cold sia...raining whole day...den at my tutor hse...the fan keep blowing at mi...so cold ah~~ haha....
today kanna sad sia...when i taking my wallet out today...looking sth...discover one my neoprint lost...n is the one tat my junior gif mi abt him de...wah laos~! everything single neo print can lost expect tat sia~! one n onli one lehs...hais...so disppointed sia~! aya...nvm lahs...lost den lost liaos...wad more can i say rite? onli can hope i will b able to find the tat tupid neo print...or i get the chance to take neo print wif him lahs...but it is SSSOOO impossible...cos we jus quarrell n there nth we can tok abt sia...aya...doesn't matter anymore liaos...he should be off my mind long ago...hhaa...he been there too long le lahs~! haha...
kae lahs...blog again tml...now going to study for my physics...mus make sure i pass tml wif flying colours...haha...make sure u rem to tag my board ah~! haha...nites...

2004-09-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

haha...1 plus in the morning n i m typing my blog onli now...haha..kinda sleepy...but can't slp...but now on the fone...having conference wif my 4 other frens...jarrick...eric...diana n shixing...jarrick being joker...keep on entertaining us...but i m still so tired...wanna slp le lahs...ahha..
lets mi c....yesterday i m having my poa paper 1...sucks to the core sia...haha...dunno how to do lahs...keep on bluffing myself tat prelims is not so important...to some ppl is not lahs...but to mi is quite lahs...even through i not aiming for jc lahs...cos...wanna make mi a target achievement of myself mahs...hahaa...but anyway...mus have double effort for 'o' levels...cfm mus make a point at least 5 hrs a day...everyday after sch...hahaa...i mad liaos lehs...really pray hard i wun not fails my 'o' level...n not forgetting my sci paper...sci is my most important subject...can't afford to fail it man!
went to sengkang yesterday also...go n c my ex workplace...although nv been there so long le...but they actually still remember mi lehs...haha...everyone asking mi whether i m going back at the end of the yr to work there...i didn't promise them anythings lahs...but they ask till like kanna touched le...feeling like going back lehs...but hate working there lehs...haha...c how to it le ba...haha...
hao le hao le...i berli tired le...i end here liaos...hahaa....tired tired tired...haha...work hard study hard...miss ya all luv ya guys too...hahaa...tag my board too...k? dun forget wor...nites...

hi ya~!

2004-09-19T15:02:00.000+08:00

hia ya all...tis is my new blog....pls dou dou support mi wor~!

2004-09-19T09:58:00.000+08:00

haha...haven finish doing my blog...but almost going to complete le...got a sense of man zhu gan...hahha...
let mi c......my background is on the movie 'the cinderella story'...haha...recently went to watch tis movie...n really tink it is a nice show...u guys should go n c it...haha...n of cos tis story tell mi tat it worth waiting for someone especially someone tat u love...n of cos hard works pays it...cos the cinderella went thru so many b4 getting to her prince...n of cos...dun gif up hope...u will nv noe the one u love is at the other side of the road jus waiting for ya...haha...maybe i should tell myself tat ba~! haha~!
guys....dun just see wad i m typing...tag on my board kae? comments on my blog...thankz~!